Filling the gap

Lately nothing really interesting happen and if it did some probably didn't make because I took it as if it happened in my mind. And I cannot speak my mind because I didn't know how it will affect someone or if I can handle that the fact that I am just a candle of a thousand in their life. My passing,my absence is of NO importance at all. Yes. I am a 'dan xiao gui'.

So if ppl wanna kaypo, just gimme a call. Online questioning can easily be done by saying..."whoops!My MSN just got disconnected!" (something that really occured to me these days.)

So more of less this blog is gonna center on my new love interest the PS2. Game consoles cannot break your heart althought they can burn your pocket.

09th FEb

Standard CNY day. Thot I saw Uncle Ong (Mother side 3rd Auntie's Husband. Businessman) 's illegimate daughter but my calculations should be right so this gal (Candy) shouldn't be.
Candy is Uncle's associates daughter (Fishy hor?). A chinese xchange student. 16 year old.

Hmm.....young flesh.....uhhh....why am I so Dino in nature (bullshit..Dino dun get young gals one...he prey on immature women only)....I am not predator....I am an alien...*salivates.*

08th Feb

CNY Eve. Fuck lah. CNY Eve still work. So more no one buy things. Fuck lah.
Why is it so like that one????
How come this Doctor is like someone who walk out from the medical drama "Healing Hands"? Heaven please struck me down because I am jealous!!!It's so unfair!!!Young handsome,rich,successful and well-mannered!!!

Fuck!!!Fuck!!!Fuck!!! (You know Teens aren't the only angst-riddence ppl around. You got bitter adults and they aren't too obvious because they got no time to angsy top angry.)

07th Feb Monday.

Chai Hui asked her friend to help out. Stephen is a nice guy. He does property. I am tying like I am from P3.

Another day gone except I stayed til 10pm bcos Royce Seah wanted to buy a Philip Stark clock. Royce looked familar. Was he old classmate?

Nah. Also if that's so then I am a fucking lagger because he looks so successful with a beautiful wife while I got my balls and a face that blends with the background.

He smells success. I smells like yesterday's Nasi Lemak.

06th Feb

Started to play Shin Megumi Tensei: Noctune. This is a classical game that got a Ps2 treatment with a whole new look and an additional cool factor of having Dante from Devil : Are you Crying?......Whoops.. Devil May Cry series doing a cross-over. SMTN 1st or DMC?

SMTN lah (actually SMT 3).

I love the SMT line of games althot not many made it's way to the console in English due to rather heretical settings and well...in the West, games are not that ready for Adult/Mature ratings back then.

SMT (which include Sister series like Persona, Digital Monster Saga and Sakon Blade) is known to be a fusion of Myths and monsters from all around the world. Noctune is more a Hindu ideology setting with a reshape of the world with the player as a demon hybrid that will shape this new world. The last boss is God. So the game becomes Satanic (As according to players from the West.) However in this brave new world, to face, to confront oneself, to open up is really the way. Follow the church, cult, religon blindly and all you get is nothing but the lost of the individual identity which I believe is the Ultimate Sin.




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Ish Tired.