Either it's plain laziness or what or being too pre-occupied I failed to so-called update the blog often as enough as I deem it.
Maybe I don't have time anymore for this. Or perhaps I just felt that I am totally disconnected from the so-called Internet. Friends and such.
I go onto the Sganime forum. I look around. It's people you neither like or dislike so the interest wasn't there and the same things go over and over.Boring.
Over at Katoots, there wasn't any room for discussion since you can just jolly well read their postings. Comments?What for?Let the expert do the talking. Learning, sometimes, is an experience that is easier if you listen more, think less and talk when you are needed.
As for blog.....my entries are as dried as twigs. Notice the bush fires lately???I half expected my blog to catch fire also. It didn't of course. Stuffs on nets don't catch fire unless you count 'flaming' in.
I felt disconnected.
I always do.
I could be in front of someone
Yet I can somewhere, say South Pole, cold and with the penguines.
Alright some dry stuffs for the bush fires.
23rd Feb
Worked till 1am.
Shop going thru renovation.
I watched 1/2 of disc 1 of Hana & Alice.
It's a weird show. I wanted to watch earlier but there are way too many people around making all that din.
Earlier the Fengshui Master came over. Oh wow those stuff works. He boosted the sales by 50% (bcos we only sold 2 items earlier.) Not a bad start. Too bad I don't believe him because he look like Barry. Not that Barry is a conman of course. Or that I don't believe Barry of course. It's just the combination of Barry looks and Fengshui. Haha.
22nd Feb
Dinner with the Air Force guys at 85. I think it was the biggest gathering for us because Barry and Tommy are here with me of course. Hardly got time to go for these. Lucky I was doing morning shift.
After that LAN. C.S 1.6 is weird. It's the 1st time we play LAN with the help of a shop assistant. LOL!
21st Feb
Birthday.I never celebrate of course as usual.
Thks Husaini and Sinying for the SMS.
20th Feb
Watch Constantine with Joce.
The Perfect Keanu Reeves movie. He just need to mumble and do the same expression and it beats Matrix (in my case) is that the storyline is easy to absorb. Sit back and enjoy the ride. Visual effects are great and you get the usual deep metaphors. and Keanu one liners.
19th Feb
-Nothing was ever here-
18th Feb
Night went to Pang's House.
I got nothing to say.
For the Man I Knew that Had Everything,
had more one of each Something,
I guess.
Rather than Envy.......hmm.....or Jealousy....I felt nothing....I think I attained Nirvana is that area (When intensity goes beyond a level, you return to zero or reach enlightenment.)
I can only tell myself......better luck Next Life.
17th Feb
-Nothing was inside the mind. Or the head was empty. My choice.-
Ah fark.......watever...back counting is tiring....
10-16th FEb
Next time. If I can remember.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Filling the gap
Lately nothing really interesting happen and if it did some probably didn't make because I took it as if it happened in my mind. And I cannot speak my mind because I didn't know how it will affect someone or if I can handle that the fact that I am just a candle of a thousand in their life. My passing,my absence is of NO importance at all. Yes. I am a 'dan xiao gui'.
So if ppl wanna kaypo, just gimme a call. Online questioning can easily be done by saying..."whoops!My MSN just got disconnected!" (something that really occured to me these days.)
So more of less this blog is gonna center on my new love interest the PS2. Game consoles cannot break your heart althought they can burn your pocket.
09th FEb
Standard CNY day. Thot I saw Uncle Ong (Mother side 3rd Auntie's Husband. Businessman) 's illegimate daughter but my calculations should be right so this gal (Candy) shouldn't be.
Candy is Uncle's associates daughter (Fishy hor?). A chinese xchange student. 16 year old.
Hmm.....young flesh.....uhhh....why am I so Dino in nature (bullshit..Dino dun get young gals one...he prey on immature women only)....I am not predator....I am an alien...*salivates.*
08th Feb
CNY Eve. Fuck lah. CNY Eve still work. So more no one buy things. Fuck lah.
Why is it so like that one????
How come this Doctor is like someone who walk out from the medical drama "Healing Hands"? Heaven please struck me down because I am jealous!!!It's so unfair!!!Young handsome,rich,successful and well-mannered!!!
Fuck!!!Fuck!!!Fuck!!! (You know Teens aren't the only angst-riddence ppl around. You got bitter adults and they aren't too obvious because they got no time to angsy top angry.)
07th Feb Monday.
Chai Hui asked her friend to help out. Stephen is a nice guy. He does property. I am tying like I am from P3.
Another day gone except I stayed til 10pm bcos Royce Seah wanted to buy a Philip Stark clock. Royce looked familar. Was he old classmate?
Nah. Also if that's so then I am a fucking lagger because he looks so successful with a beautiful wife while I got my balls and a face that blends with the background.
He smells success. I smells like yesterday's Nasi Lemak.
06th Feb
Started to play Shin Megumi Tensei: Noctune. This is a classical game that got a Ps2 treatment with a whole new look and an additional cool factor of having Dante from Devil : Are you Crying?......Whoops.. Devil May Cry series doing a cross-over. SMTN 1st or DMC?
SMTN lah (actually SMT 3).
I love the SMT line of games althot not many made it's way to the console in English due to rather heretical settings and well...in the West, games are not that ready for Adult/Mature ratings back then.
SMT (which include Sister series like Persona, Digital Monster Saga and Sakon Blade) is known to be a fusion of Myths and monsters from all around the world. Noctune is more a Hindu ideology setting with a reshape of the world with the player as a demon hybrid that will shape this new world. The last boss is God. So the game becomes Satanic (As according to players from the West.) However in this brave new world, to face, to confront oneself, to open up is really the way. Follow the church, cult, religon blindly and all you get is nothing but the lost of the individual identity which I believe is the Ultimate Sin.
***********
Ish Tired.
So if ppl wanna kaypo, just gimme a call. Online questioning can easily be done by saying..."whoops!My MSN just got disconnected!" (something that really occured to me these days.)
So more of less this blog is gonna center on my new love interest the PS2. Game consoles cannot break your heart althought they can burn your pocket.
09th FEb
Standard CNY day. Thot I saw Uncle Ong (Mother side 3rd Auntie's Husband. Businessman) 's illegimate daughter but my calculations should be right so this gal (Candy) shouldn't be.
Candy is Uncle's associates daughter (Fishy hor?). A chinese xchange student. 16 year old.
Hmm.....young flesh.....uhhh....why am I so Dino in nature (bullshit..Dino dun get young gals one...he prey on immature women only)....I am not predator....I am an alien...*salivates.*
08th Feb
CNY Eve. Fuck lah. CNY Eve still work. So more no one buy things. Fuck lah.
Why is it so like that one????
How come this Doctor is like someone who walk out from the medical drama "Healing Hands"? Heaven please struck me down because I am jealous!!!It's so unfair!!!Young handsome,rich,successful and well-mannered!!!
Fuck!!!Fuck!!!Fuck!!! (You know Teens aren't the only angst-riddence ppl around. You got bitter adults and they aren't too obvious because they got no time to angsy top angry.)
07th Feb Monday.
Chai Hui asked her friend to help out. Stephen is a nice guy. He does property. I am tying like I am from P3.
Another day gone except I stayed til 10pm bcos Royce Seah wanted to buy a Philip Stark clock. Royce looked familar. Was he old classmate?
Nah. Also if that's so then I am a fucking lagger because he looks so successful with a beautiful wife while I got my balls and a face that blends with the background.
He smells success. I smells like yesterday's Nasi Lemak.
06th Feb
Started to play Shin Megumi Tensei: Noctune. This is a classical game that got a Ps2 treatment with a whole new look and an additional cool factor of having Dante from Devil : Are you Crying?......Whoops.. Devil May Cry series doing a cross-over. SMTN 1st or DMC?
SMTN lah (actually SMT 3).
I love the SMT line of games althot not many made it's way to the console in English due to rather heretical settings and well...in the West, games are not that ready for Adult/Mature ratings back then.
SMT (which include Sister series like Persona, Digital Monster Saga and Sakon Blade) is known to be a fusion of Myths and monsters from all around the world. Noctune is more a Hindu ideology setting with a reshape of the world with the player as a demon hybrid that will shape this new world. The last boss is God. So the game becomes Satanic (As according to players from the West.) However in this brave new world, to face, to confront oneself, to open up is really the way. Follow the church, cult, religon blindly and all you get is nothing but the lost of the individual identity which I believe is the Ultimate Sin.
***********
Ish Tired.
Done during break.
05 Feb
Started on normal difficulty for Fatal Frame 2
......like a breeze since inventory from the Easy Game is brought over.
Work wise, the New Gal for no reason went crying in the storeroom,
Siti say something happened to her (as in Zhihui's) friend and say she (Zhihui) wants to go back,
Matter resolved but Jess say Zhihui will not work anymore (dunno if it's Zhihui's decision or Jess's)
04 Feb
Completed Fatal Frame at Easy Setting. It's easy alright.
The boss Kusabi is only fark up bcos it's One Touch Death and recovers during teleportation.
Zero Shots are easy to perform so it's only a matter of time.that he was taken down. The Ending sucks, you can smell it miles away if you watch the game demo and read the in-game documentations.
An alternative ending is possible but I need to unlock the other levels of difficulty other than Normal in order to access to that.
Started on normal difficulty for Fatal Frame 2
......like a breeze since inventory from the Easy Game is brought over.
Work wise, the New Gal for no reason went crying in the storeroom,
Siti say something happened to her (as in Zhihui's) friend and say she (Zhihui) wants to go back,
Matter resolved but Jess say Zhihui will not work anymore (dunno if it's Zhihui's decision or Jess's)
04 Feb
Completed Fatal Frame at Easy Setting. It's easy alright.
The boss Kusabi is only fark up bcos it's One Touch Death and recovers during teleportation.
Zero Shots are easy to perform so it's only a matter of time.that he was taken down. The Ending sucks, you can smell it miles away if you watch the game demo and read the in-game documentations.
An alternative ending is possible but I need to unlock the other levels of difficulty other than Normal in order to access to that.
Friday, February 04, 2005
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
I dream of Serene..eh...no... Sae???
Haha sorry to startle you like that Serene but I really find some semblence between you and Sae from Fatal Frame II...
Updates.
01/02 Tue
Haha today Jess went all out and show her power.
At least avenged the poor sales for the last 3 days.
Nighttime chat with :P
Since :P is sexless well.....I just use that to my advantage. Haha.
31/01 Mon
Meeting.Work.Fin.
Today is absolutely fucked.
Hardly anyone walks in.
Fucked I say.
Lucky got ppl come back to buy a camera. And then I tried to convience a group of Thai boys to buy the camera. Taiko. Or else I will had created an all low record for sales.
30/01 Sun
Saw Chunkit outside the store and call him.I think the gal next to him is his girlfriend.
Kwan say U there is stressful. Basket still got time to come out destress.
He say gonna graduate soon.
Oh that's nice. See how fast time flies.
29/01 Sat
Slow day.Fark.
Got a new part-timer.
Jess's niece (god-sister's daughter).
Looks is ok but she very Bern-Tan in behaviour (some other day....WC and Dino will understand what I meant). Hopefully with some encouragement she can be better and help me get sales that are unreachable by me (I am only useful as an information booth).
28/01 Fri
Wah.
Boring day. Hardly any customers.
Terin and Caihui came to the shop and start nit-picking.They are not wrong of course.
By the time they left, it's too late to have dinner.
Ate bread instead. Lucky I went to Breadtalk on the way back from office earlier on.
27/01 Thur
Packing room and playing Fatal Frame 2. Not in a hurry to complete.
26/01 Wed
Today shop for clothes with Joly. She bought a cap for my b-day. Thanks!
Bought Fatal Frame 2 and Burnout 3.
Fatal Frame 2 turn out to be less than what I expected. They hyped it to the extend that it fell flat in front of me. Perhaps because maybe if you can kill it, it's not too scary anymore.
Burn Out 3 is easy to play but difficult to master. Wished I got a bigger TV.
Haha today Jess went all out and show her power.
At least avenged the poor sales for the last 3 days.
Nighttime chat with :P
Since :P is sexless well.....I just use that to my advantage. Haha.
31/01 Mon
Meeting.Work.Fin.
Today is absolutely fucked.
Hardly anyone walks in.
Fucked I say.
Lucky got ppl come back to buy a camera. And then I tried to convience a group of Thai boys to buy the camera. Taiko. Or else I will had created an all low record for sales.
30/01 Sun
Saw Chunkit outside the store and call him.I think the gal next to him is his girlfriend.
Kwan say U there is stressful. Basket still got time to come out destress.
He say gonna graduate soon.
Oh that's nice. See how fast time flies.
29/01 Sat
Slow day.Fark.
Got a new part-timer.
Jess's niece (god-sister's daughter).
Looks is ok but she very Bern-Tan in behaviour (some other day....WC and Dino will understand what I meant). Hopefully with some encouragement she can be better and help me get sales that are unreachable by me (I am only useful as an information booth).
28/01 Fri
Wah.
Boring day. Hardly any customers.
Terin and Caihui came to the shop and start nit-picking.They are not wrong of course.
By the time they left, it's too late to have dinner.
Ate bread instead. Lucky I went to Breadtalk on the way back from office earlier on.
27/01 Thur
Packing room and playing Fatal Frame 2. Not in a hurry to complete.
26/01 Wed
Today shop for clothes with Joly. She bought a cap for my b-day. Thanks!
Bought Fatal Frame 2 and Burnout 3.
Fatal Frame 2 turn out to be less than what I expected. They hyped it to the extend that it fell flat in front of me. Perhaps because maybe if you can kill it, it's not too scary anymore.
Burn Out 3 is easy to play but difficult to master. Wished I got a bigger TV.
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